I can't believe it! The moment I thought that would never happen actually did. (:
I met Johnny Depp, like 12 in the morning on tuesday april 8th!
yeah, I waited for 14 hours! but it was SO worth it. He came out finally after one of his filmings in Aurora, IL [I only live like 30 minutes from there] and he began greeting everyone along the baracades. When he came to me I thought I was dreaming, he shook my hand and stopped in front of me and smiled, I said something like "johnny, you're really amazing" and he said, "oh thank you" very sincerely, I pulled out the letter I wrote and he said, "for me?" and I really don't remember what I said lol, and he said "aw thank you sweetheart" and took it. Then he continued down the line. Wow, seriously that was one the of the best days of my life, or the best. my brother took some crappy [it started raining and EVERYONE was shoving] pictures and so did I and I took a video. I'm still in shock that I actually met him and I hope one day I get the chance again, even though I'm pleased.
Ah, it's put me in such a good mood. Like a euphoria lol.
Well, compared to how I felt in the last journal, most the horrible changes in my life seem to be replaced good things, hopefuls, or just me saying fuck it who cares. And especially this, makes me think all the difficultness is going to go away! It already feels anew and happy and I look forward to having my life back.